Ptsd Thoughts by Desiree Cady
Ptsd Thoughts You should no longer harm me You shouldn't get to win What you did to my body It surely was a sin I should no longer have to feel The pain from your actions Thoughts of you are just that Those thoughts are pure distraction I should be able to live my life Not live in constant fear Not wonder where you may be hiding Behind what corner you may leer Most often I find your memory It hides in simple things Scents and words and certain touches What horrid memories they bring Its been so long, you should move on At least that's what they say Don't they get that I would If I could figure out a way? Though I know its just a thought Only a memory Again it feels so real Like you are there again reigning your rage down over me I've tried to tell myself That it was ONLY unwanted sex But what you did that night has haunted me As if I were put under some evil hex It is so difficult to go...